I am a 40 something year old washout. I have struggled all my life.It wanted to go to college and I was conned into going to a tech school when I was 17.I finished it but could not find a job.I went to college but flunked out because I was too ignorant to figure out how to pay for school without having to work 50 hours a week.After working at every conceivable job from 27 to now, I had a bout with depression 2 years ago, my wife was leaving me, I went unemployed for months, then got a low paying job for about 2 years. We struggled even to get money for food. My wife got her male friends to help her pay the bills. She came home with a $100 bill after going out with one of her male friends. We bought groceries that day. I did not know what to feel. I touched rock bottom. At one point, the cops showed up at my workplace because they thought I was suicidal.I prayed one day and asked God to help me. He blessed me with another job.Now I have two jobs and between them I am trying to get out of the $17,000 in credit card debt I accumulated while I was unemployed/underemployed. I have been working 2 jobs and wheeling and dealing on the internet to pay off my debt and I have not been able to do so. I pray to god someone can help me.
